

Iapos;m sorry but nowadays when I got an urge to blog. It really means that I got hell lots of thoughts in my mind.
I just realise that the kind of lifestyle that I truly want. I am not exactly working towards it. I�hate the fact that its actually laziness that is obstructing me from having the kind of lifestyle that I want. I�always dream and dream and dream. What for dream when I know very well that I can easily lead the kind of lifestyle that I�want.
Luxury. Labels. 5cs?
Ok, it may seems very materialistic. But I donapos;t see it this way. I see it as enjoying life. I�only have one life, I�want to make the best out of it. I� actually loathe it when people comment that Iapos;m actually very materialistic. They donapos;t dare to dream. Doesnapos;t have big dream. Is just satisfied with just that minimum wages that they are earning. You donapos;t have to correct me. Cause I know that what I had just said is not completely true. I understand that to some people, that is actually already life. BUT�do they have to condemn us for having bigger dreams than theirs? Everyone has got different dreams and goals. Why must they make it a point to me that my dreams doesnapos;t sound right? Why must they keep correcting my mindset?
I think that my dreams are just fine. Just a little bit bolder. A little bit more difficult to achieve. So donapos;t try to talk me out of it. Thank you.
Now to love. Angmohs?�Rich? Handsome?
Whats your kind? I think 9 out of 10 women would love to have a rich handsome boyfriends/husbands. Why is that so? Because we will feel secure financially? I donapos;t like the feeling of having to worry about whether we got enough cash to do the things that we want to do. Ok, maybe is just that I love the feeling of being dote and someone splurging on me. Seriously, who doesnapos;t love to be loved?
Lets see what you got to say.
Shaoling is not that faithful after all. She only goes for looks and wealth. You may say that I go for looks and wealth but hey, thats just the surface. I do go for character and truly believe in love. Once I fall in love, I guess it will be forever. So donapos;t judge. Looks and wealth is just one out of many factors that I look into.
I think its perfectly ok to go gaga over handsome guys. Especially when girls get together they talk about guys guys and guys. I mean at this age you donapos;t talk about economy and jobs and bosses and collegues right? And sometimes for couples, guys have to blame themselves for not being that handsome and thus leading your girlfriend to comment that whoever is sooo handsome. Sometimes, let down your ego and agree with your girlfriend that that guy is really that handsome. Your girl will be surprise man. Sometimes, too much ego is not good.
I hate guys who misled girls and make us have the wrong feeling. Sometimes this guy will treat you so god damn good and worse still you have good feelings towards him. And after checking that you actually develop feelings for him already he say that he only treat you as a sister. You have no idea how bad this is to a girl. Worse still, if you laugh it off and say that the girl is crazy. The poor girl has to pretend that nothing happen and still be friend with you and thinking that she was suppose to be your girlfriend. Ok, I hate one sided love. BUT SOMETIMES ITS THE GUY WHO LEAD TO THIS. Maybe girls too. Ha.
Actually, I do dream of having a rich angmoh boyfriend and live happily ever after. However, lifes such a bitch. Reality hits you real hard. You just fall in love with the wrong guy and thats when everything goes wrong. We should all fall in love with the wrong person only then you will learn that there is no such thing as happily ever after. No such thing as fairytale.
Grow up, you are no longer that young girl who needs your papa to read you fairytale before you tuck in.
Actually I hope that Iapos;m married now with kids. I like to see how happy my sister is with her big belly. I love to see how my brother-in-law actually treats her like goddess. I am glad to see that she is about to have a happy family.
I wish I wish I wish.
So everything is actually interlink.
I still want the best of both worlds. Inside me, I still got one little wish. I am about to�create my own fairytale.
See, life is sucha bitch. Its so contradicting.
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