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Im going through some very hard times. I havent been on here it till me in nearly 2 years. I dont expect replies or even it to be read. Itapos;s as personal as anything iapos;ve ever thought but maybe in a pseudo public arena i can feel like im getting it out better because writing it to myself doesnt seem to be helping...

i was with this amazing girl for three years its a huge sticky odd situation that i wont bother to discuss. On sunday she ended it because i didnt treat her well enough. I wont argue i didnapos;t and it was my fault. After writing about 35 pages over two weeks before she left (because she had said she wanted to leave) i learned a lot about myself and "us" and the things i never realized i was doing and how wrong they were. I tried to show her id be more than willing to fix those if we could be together because i do love her and she is my life. It must have been too much damage for repairs because she told me no on sunday and that there wouldnt be another time.

this is me trying to deal/cope/reason with whatapos;s happened and trying to get it back.

im leaving everything entirely public, weapos;ll see what happens, if anything.
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