четверг, 16 октября 2008 г.

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Done with antibiotics as of today Two less pills to worry about, happy dance.

Swelling is progessing down my legs centimeter by annoying centimeter. My feet and ankles are still all puffy and donapos;t bend all that well, but itapos;s mostly ignorable... Or more has to be if I wanna walk places. Totally getting one of them thar girly mani-pedis once I can see bone in my feet again.

Cough mostly gone, and it no longer hurts to yawn or take deep breaths anymore. That and I no longer get totally winded climbing stairs. Thatapos;s dance worthy.

VOICE IS FINALLY RETURNING. Thank the fucking gods. I still canapos;t project worth shit, but I at least sound fairly normal at speaking volume. And even better Iapos;ve got at least my lower range back, so I can at least sing Macy Gray again, lol. Good place to start - she always sounds like that. But yeah... Remind me to never underestimate how comforting it is to just be able to sing along to whatever Iapos;m listening to. Hell, maybe I can actually play Rock Band 2 this weekend.

Appetite is good, and as far as I can tell, the digestive process is functioning nicely. Still perfectly content to not be eating crap food and going to do my best to keep that up.

Raw bit under my nose still looks fairly nasty, but is on the mend.

belly scar is... Interesting. Not bad interesting because itapos;s clearly healing well, just interesting in terms of thereapos;s this fascinating complex biological process happening where I can see it. Now that Iapos;ve pretty much lost any sense of the woogies regarding it, I must say Iapos;ve been fascinated by its progress, in all its weird peely granulated glory. Parts of it you canapos;t even see the seam already, and other parts are gonna take a long while to knit up and join completely. Pretty cool, in a sorta gross kinda way - I kinda feel like that moment in the Addams Family movie where Uncle Fester, Pugsley and Wednesday are gleefully exclaiming over the big book about scabs.

Status: recovering well.

Annnd back to work. :D

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What if life wasnapos;t so unfair, if everything you ever wanted was right there for you to have. What if you could change your life around and go back and fix things knowing that things will be better after you do. What if you could be happy? Live your dreams and never have a worry. That would be heaven, that would be inspiritation to live life to the fullest.

After everything that has happened between both of you, he still thinks he has control, has the power to get what he wants from you and treat you like a piece of paper. But instead of giving up on life and worrying about living and being hurt...you go on. You meet the handsomest gentlest fellow who literlally sweeps you off your feet. It was worth it all, the tears, suffering, pain, and the wait. He treats you like a princess, no, a queen and you have no worries when your with him. Then you start to worry...you have an event to go to and that horrid man who hurt you so badly and deeply is going to be there...yet you donapos;t know it. Youapos;re all excited to be out and about since no one knows of your relationship with your angel. You arrive and your angel is inside, unaware of your arrival...but he sees you, the evil one. You panic for a quick second, then float right past him going into the room where the party is going on. You saw him smile an evil grin as you walk past and youapos;re aware that heapos;s following you. But you keep your head...you stand in the big doorway of the dance hall and glance about, looking for your love. The evil one comes up beside you and speaks your name...you shiver inside but keep a good poker face on the outside. He trys to make conversation with you and thinks youapos;re still his trash to kick...but you know youapos;re not trash....your a queen and he has no right to speak to you. There, off on the other side of the room you see your love...your eyes meet...and he sees the evil one beside you and makes his way across the room. You, being impatient to get away from the evil one, make your way towards him...he was stopped by someone and is talking, but keeps glancing at you. Then your friend stops you...youapos;re relieved that you have someone to help keep the evil one from speakin to you alone. But then the evil one joins the conversation and stands right next to you...and you hold your breath thinking of ways to get away. You turn towards him and smile...but only because in the background you can see your love rushing to your rescue. The evil one smiles back...thinking that you are his to kill. Just when you start to think things might get messy...your love reaches you. He smiles at you and gives you a kiss on the forehead, asuring your safety. The evil one is shocked...doesnapos;t understand. Your love addresses your friend and him...while holding you close, comforting you. Your friend to is shocked that she hasnapos;t heard of this relationship and your love responds that you both didnapos;t want people to know until it got serious. The evil one is shocked...looks pale and beaten. Your love addresses him asking what the devil is wrong with him and suggests maybe he go home. The evil one shakes his head...and gives you a look, saying it wasnapos;t over yet. Your love sees this look and squeezes you and gives you a soft kiss on the forehead reminding you that he is there to protect you. You both know what you must do now...and gaze into eachothers eyes...knowing that each are thinking the same thing. He helps you remove your coat and you sigh...gathering courage to turn around. He puts out his hand and you put your hand in his...and he sweeps you to the dance floor. On the dance floor he holds you close whispering that it was time...and you know what he means. "yes" you whisper in his ear and he takes you outside to the garden and pulls out the little box....gets down on one knee...and asks for you to be his forever. With tears in your eyes you kiss him on the forehead and get down on your knees and say "yes...forever" He slips the ring on your finger and wipes away your tears, then you go back inside and dance again. Only then do people notice the two of you together, and begin to wonder...especially when they see a ring. The evil one seems to be plotting on intruding on your dance...and as he makes his way across the dance floor towards you, your love holds you closer and whispers "Iapos;ll never let you go." The evil one taps on your loveapos;s shoulder asking if he may have the dance. Your lover kindly turns around and keeps you behind him, protectivly, and says "I would appreciate if you would stop bothering my fiance. You may have this dance with some other lady...unless they have rejected your rudeness and preversion also. It would be most kind of you to furthermore leave my future bride alone for as long as God graces you with the life you so luckily have." Then your love turns to you and kisses you most sweetly on the lips, "I promise to keep you safe forever" and sweeps you away from the evil one. Rage is written all over the evil oneapos;s face and you are worried, but your love promises there is nothing to worry about. Just then as the evil one storms across the dance floor over where you and your love are standing drinking....5 body guards step in his way. Youapos;re shocked and confused, so you look at your love and he smiles at you. "I told you not to worry darling. Didnapos;t I tell you I had body guards?" You shake your head completely confused. "Yes my father insisted I get them. He said being a millionare and all i should be protected." At this point your shocked beyond words as he explains that heapos;s a millionare and spills everything. About his cars, houses, money, how he didnapos;t want to tell you this before due to concerns that youapos;d only want him for his money. You begin to cry with happiness thinking your life canapos;t be better....and he places your head in his hands and looks you in the eyes "are you happy? I can be dirt poor for you if youapos;d like...just say the word...whatever you want...granted" You wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him "Who ever you choose to be....as long as iapos;m with you, Iapos;ll be happy" He smiles and kisses you, "Weapos;ll need money and a house to raise children and such....so if i stay a multi millionare so I can treat you as the queen you are to me...is that fine?" You kiss him...."yes my king"

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Yuhuu.. Gw kembali ke LJ neh ^^
udah sebulanan gw hiatus dr dunia per-blog-an yang dikarenakan sangat banyak alasan gw untuk jarang nulis *asumsikan saja 70nya males*
en beberapa alasan2 fiktif tapi fakta yang mungkin terlihat mustahil bisa dikatakan sbg alasan untuk tidak nge-blog..

sebulanan kemaren banyak bgt kejadian dlm hidup gw.. Dan yang pasti hampir ato semuanya bikin gw seneng XD
alhamdulillah bgt ^^

===24 sept ~mudik~===
yep, tanggal segitu gw udah berangkat. Senengnya taun ini juga kesampean mudik ^^ awal tujuan seh ke bandung dgn naik kereta sebelom ntar hr lebaran ke-2 gw ke jakarta.
===25 sept ~ayabieapos;s outfit~===
iseng2 jalan ke factory outlet daripada gak ada kerjaan XD
dan di salah satu FO yang gw kunjungi, ada baju yang miriip banget dipake ama vokalis ayabie, aoi, di PVnya yang Cubicapos;[L/R]ock
lucu seh..tapi sayangnya gw gak suka bahan bajunya..dan harganya tidak untuk baju dgn bahan seperti itu.. =___=a
===29 sept ~kyrios gundam~===
nambah2in koleksi, gw beli model kit ato biasa disebut plamo baru. Kali ini seri gundam terbaru yang season2 nya dah mulai sejak 5 oktober kemaren. Yep, gundam 00 ^^v
tadinya kita *gw ma ade gw* mau beli freedom gundam, tapi dr thn lalu belom kesampean neh.. Akhirnya taun ini kita beli kyrios gundam dari seri gundam00
kenapa kita gak beli yg exia gundam? ya karena gak ada ahahaha...
neh ya kita obsesi mau nabung mpe thn depan buat beli exia transform mode yg harganya bisa dibilang lumayan mahal ^^;;
ato ya ntar kalo dah ntn yg season 2 nya, palingan ngincer GN000-00 nya XD
===1 okt ~idul fitri~===
minna met idul fitri yah semuanya gw emang bnyk salah ma kalian semua..makanya gw minta maaf en pemaafan kalian..
happy idul fitri ^^
hari ini gw solat ied di lap.parkir BSM mall bandung yang emang karena deket ama rumah nenek gw ^^
ada yg lbh deket?? ada, di sekolah *ato univ y?* yg jaraknya stgh dr jarak ke BSM. Tp keluarga besar pengen di BSM seh, dah biasa dr beberapa thn yg lalu.
===2 sept ~jakarta~===
hr lebaran ke-2, gw ke jakarta, pake trans neh.
yang bikin gw rada dongkol tuh karena perjalanan dr rumah ke setiabudhi yang lumayan jauh, makin lama gara2 maceet >___< kebiasaan di jogja yg jarang2 bs ada macet. Jadinya gampang mual pas macet.
perjalanan makan waktu 3jam-an, akhirnya nyampe di kantor jakarta nya di daerah cempaka putih *deket TASPEN ^^*
pakde jogja, ama mba.eno yang jemput kita di situ.
seneng banget neh kumpul2 ama keluarga jakarta ^^ seru, rame. Hihi..
===3 okt ~tetchan birthday~===
sebelomnya, kemaren tgl 2 okt sekitar jam 11an lbh, icha larco sms gw pertama kali. Gw bingung dgn isi smsnya coz karena gw sempet lupa gw kira si icha yang ultah, tp setelah dipikir lg..TERNYATA TETCHAN YG ULTAH ^^;
haduh lupa bgt gw..
nisa, darkie, ama 13 ngirim sms dgn hal serupa juga.
HAPPY 39TH BIRTHDAY TETCHAN no LARUKU, LEADER-SAMA
*keingetan ama Tetsuapos;s Press 37 yang sumpe gak keliatan mampus dy udah umur segitu*
===4-6 okt ~nothing to do special, but i still very enjoyed it~===
maen2 aja di rumah..maen sama belang-chan, kucingnya lg hamil ^^
ngenet terus2an pake gretongan spidi. Yah walopun gw gak pergi kemana2, gw merasa enjoy aja. Gak ngebosenin
===7 okt ~adella~===
gw ke bekasi ama nyokap.. Dy ada ketemu ama sesama ibu2 dulu di komplek penuh kenangan yang pernah gw tinggalin sekitar 12thn.

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Im going through some very hard times. I havent been on here it till me in nearly 2 years. I dont expect replies or even it to be read. Itapos;s as personal as anything iapos;ve ever thought but maybe in a pseudo public arena i can feel like im getting it out better because writing it to myself doesnt seem to be helping...

i was with this amazing girl for three years its a huge sticky odd situation that i wont bother to discuss. On sunday she ended it because i didnt treat her well enough. I wont argue i didnapos;t and it was my fault. After writing about 35 pages over two weeks before she left (because she had said she wanted to leave) i learned a lot about myself and "us" and the things i never realized i was doing and how wrong they were. I tried to show her id be more than willing to fix those if we could be together because i do love her and she is my life. It must have been too much damage for repairs because she told me no on sunday and that there wouldnt be another time.

this is me trying to deal/cope/reason with whatapos;s happened and trying to get it back.

im leaving everything entirely public, weapos;ll see what happens, if anything.
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среда, 15 октября 2008 г.

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Great news everyone Itapos;s a baby boy

His name is going to be Hadrien Michael Escutia.
Our next son, whenever that will be, is going to be named Alexander Jose Escutia.
I picked that one. And if we have another girl ever, there are two names I had picked out which Jose also likes.�
Ariana Rose and Abigail Holly
But I donapos;t like how you spell Abigail... Abagael? Abigael? Abbey.
I was talking about names and Isabelle heard me (she understands EVERTHING) and shouted,
"Abbey Cadabbey" (new sesame street character/muppet)

They said the baby is healthy and has huge feet and long legs.
I donapos;t think they meant monsterish feet but they probably did mean heapos;s going to be a big tall boy.
My placenta (or is it his?) is on the bottom this time but not quite covering the cervix. C-section anyway so it doesnapos;t much matter, but itapos;s a good thing I didnapos;t want to push the baby out. Iapos;m not sure it would have happened this time.





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